Today was...WHOOO! I'm still trying to settle down.
We had "sound check/tour rehearsal" today which I thought went great.
My stage hands for both shows are amazing. Shout out to Zach, Amanda, Dan and Mike. :)
I was on top of things today and felt like I am really a part of this school and production.
Evan and Amanda told me that I was doing a great job, with a smile on my face.
It felt good to get complimented and praised since WARREN NEVER TELLS ME.
Things are stressful but I'm dealing with it.
I felt the rehearsal went really well.
At the end of rehearsal, though, I had a breakdown because of others things going on (Worst week ever).
Marcus was there when I needed him. He...he...made a remark that was just...real. Too real to repeat and I thank him for it.
THEN something made me really angry and Joe noticed and made a joke and got me cracking up so much I fell on the floor. Weird Candice.
I'm seriously going insane this week.
Then everyone left for the day and Marcus and I talked about school and how the semester was going...and how I was doing. I enjoyed talking to him one on one and finding out what he thought of the semester.
Marcus is a great guy and God made him our prof so that I wouldn't want to shoot people.
When it comes to being in the zone and stressed, we are the same. So he told me some things I can do when I want to punch someone.
He also told me that I was doing a great job as Stage Manager. That I should continue to stick up for myself and ignore people who tell me to "calm down."
I CONCUR MARCUS.
My demeanor as SMC is different than my usual personality, but it works :)
Tonight is our last show/rehearsal before tour. *SCREAMS*
Wish me good luck.
"One butt is B, the other butt is A."
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